Melt my tongue

For the last time.

2010-10-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

There are 3 types of people I absolutely hate in the world. I do not understand the meaning behind their existence.

1. Guys that fall for cork girl.

Absolutely irritating. You're bttr off than her a lot so why are you degrading yourself like this!! I know I know. Some guys fall for the girl because she is chio. But comeon boy, her character so not chio you like her for what!! If you only want a girl that looks girl beside you, go find a chicken la. WAKE UP.

2. Girls that are not very good-looking commenting others as 'ugly'

你是凭什么？

3. Girls that look good (as a matter of fact), freaking out over every smallest things possible.

Er this is something I dont understand. If you dont like something, you can walk away/ turn away/ ignore or just delete that person from your social list. So what is the reason you can't do that and you prefer to bring down the person? Are you so handicapped that you cant get yourself over somone?

2010-08-23T19:37:00.002+08:00

Hello I love YOG HAHHAHHA.

But yknow........... I rlly hate it when Singapore jeer at other people. I know you all want Singapore to win and all. But think abt it, you come to Singapore to participate in the YOG. Your opponent is Singapore. The whole stadium is full of Sinagaporeans. You cant even make out any supporters of yours. Yet, these Singaporeans jeer at you and cheer when you made a fault. How will you feel?

The olympics focuses a lot on sportmanship. These actions, are they polite? I believe athletics deserve a clap and cheer when they have done their best. Not only when they win.

But still, I'M A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL NOW BECAUSE OF SOMETHING HEHEHHE.

Chinese test tmr and I havent even flip open any books ha. Prepare to die. Pass can liao la!!

2010-06-16T00:30:00.003+08:00

I AM GONNA SAVE MY ITOUCH.

Firstly, wait for my account to be enabled.

Secondly, I NEED MARCUS'S PASSWORD. VERY IMPORTANT!!

Thirdly, Restore and backup every settings except for network.

Lastly, sync everything in my library again.

MARCUS AH PLEASE I NEED YOUR PASSWORD!! I JUST WANT TO TRANSFER MY APPS OVER LA PLEASE IF NOT I CANT PLAY LEH!!! NOT LIKE I WILL DO ANYTHING RIGHT WALAO EH.

2010-05-30T00:15:00.004+08:00

I WANNA KILL PEOPLE NOW. I WANNA KILL THAT BASTARD WITH NO PENIS/VAGINA THAT BUY APPS USING MY ACCOUNT. I DIDNT EVEN RECIEVE THOSE FREAKING APPS AT ALL. I SEE THEM NOWHERE. NOT IN MY TOUCH, NOT IN MY APP STORE. I ASKED MY BROTHER ABOUT IT. HE SAID NO HE DIDN'T BUY. SO THR'S ONLY TWO POSSIBILITIES:

- MY BROTHER LIED

- SOME BASTARD USED MY ACCOUNT TO BUY APPS

SINCE I ASKED MY BRO LIKE A HUNDRED TIMES WHETHER HE BOUGHT IT OR NOT AND HE DENIED IT AND PLUS THE FACT THAT I TOTALLY SCREAMED AT HIM THE OTHR TIME I THOUGHT HE BOUGHT AN APP, I DOUBT HE HAVE THE GUTS TO DO IT. SO THAT LEFT THE SECOND OPTION. I EMAILED APPLE AND THEY BETTER GIVE ME A GOOD EXPLAINATION. IF THE PRICE IS LIKE $2.99 OR SMTHING, OK I CLOSE ONE EYE DONT MAKE MYSELF SO TROUBLED. NOW ITS LIKE $41++, SO CAN I STILL REMAIN CALM YOU TELL ME?! CAN I CAN I CAN I. NO. I THINK APPLE MADE A TERRILE MISTAKE. YOU THINK I SOME RICH KID OR SMTHING. MY DAD'S GONNA KILL ME IF HE SEES ANYTHING IN HIS BILL. OMG I WANNA DIE. I HOPE THE BASTARD THAT BOUGHT THE APPS WILL COME OUT SOON AND BLOODY APPLE REPLY FASTER CAN NOT. IF I RLLY WANNA COUNT, I TELL YOU. ITS LIKE I DROP 100PLUS SINGAPORE DOLLAR ON THE STREET AND I DONT BOTHER FINDING IT. THATS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. MY 100PLUS DOLLARS FLY. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

2010-05-27T18:38:00.005+08:00

I got back my report book yesterday and guess what.......................................................

I'M IN THE TOP 10 OF MY CLASS!!!

Omgosh, so pro right. I'm damn happy when I saw it ok. I knew I improved a lot but I didn't expect like, TOP 10. My aim was get in TOP 20 and that's it!!! Was so happy with my results that I called my dad and what he said was just, "及格就好" :/ I so happy happy call him then he no respond one ): Oh, and I got the 9th position fyi. All I talked about was TOP10 TOP10 TOP10 and I forgot to say what position I actually got HAHHA. Shiqi and Emily's results all very not bad also HAHHA. We had a deal and we said if any of us reached our target, the othr two must treat. And guess what, ALL OF US REACHED LOL. So we decided to go 大吃一顿 at Sakura Buffet LOL. Reached thr at 2 and they ending at 230 so chionged and get all the food first HAHAH. You will be surprised at the amout of food we eat. Damn scary now that I think about it LOL. I think Shiqi of a picture of the food on our table hahha. I'll get her to upload it when her internet is fixed. After eating, I still have some space left while Shiqi and Emily dying already haha. Those noob asses :P . Decided to come over to my hse again because Emmy wanna finish her Autumn Concerto. I finally know why she watch dramas so slow!! She can't even stand it when she miss one sentence. She have to go back and watch it again LOL. Wth, so weird one. Left home at 7 fr steamboat with Dad and Bro. Either I'm crazy or smthing la. Steamboat and Buffet in one day -_- Was so full I ate one bowl of rice and around 2-3 bowl of soup only. Usual I will eat like 2 bowls of rice and like a dozen bowl of soup la. Okay... I sound like a monster eating so much but their bowl really quite small LOL.

School today is really slack. Had some talk by Mr Loh in the Grand Audi, was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boring I swear. Talk about silly things like H1N1 ): Blehhhhhh. Went back to classroom to do some cleaning after that. Cleaned, packed, wrote somehing for Mr Bercury. So sad!! Mr Berc is leaving!!! He's a great history teacher. I have never seen anyone who teach like him. He let us have fun and all while learning. Such a pity ): School's dismissed and attended Parents-Teacher meeting. Er nothing much can be said about me LOL. I can see Hong Laoshi trying to crap out something so at least she have something to say LOL. She said I need to concentrate on at least 1 language, I'm well-liked by my classmate and I have the potential to excel and lead. That's all. K byebye.

2010-05-25T19:31:00.002+08:00

25th of May. Holidays coming :P .

Today is... Tuesday. Monday was crap. Bullshit. Had some I&E workshop and srsly, no one is listening. I have no idea what is the whole point of the workshop. I only remembered him going through something about debit cards and credit cards. And that part when he asked us fold aeroplanes dk for what and all of us started playing LOL. Shiqi and me threw planes out of the window accidentally heh. Emily and Shiqi decided to come my hse after school because Emily wanna watch her Autumn's Concerto HAHAHA. Me and Shiqi were watching ‘呼叫大明星’ so excitedly and Emily was watching her show. I and Shiqi tried showing Emily parts of '斗牛要不要' so that she'll go watch it hehe. Shiqi being ohsofunny was so urgent yet she refuse to go to the toilet JUST BECAUSE SHE WANNA WATCH THE VIDEOS TOO LOL. Damn joker la that girl. But in the end she still went because she's gonna pee out anytime LOL.

TODAY IS MATH'S DAY! Yipppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Ya right shit, when did I like PW so much? Fine, it's because all our efforts for the past few months had paid off!!!!! Today!! Right on today!!! Hehehe. Even though I think our project isn't something woohoo-fantastic, I still think our project deserves a relatively good feedback and srsly, WE ROCKS OKAY :D Breathe now if you think that's totally true. Okay thank you that's great :DDD Hehehe, I'm sorry I won't be able to turn up on 3June for the oral presentation but I'll still meet up with you guys bfore I fly off to at least contribute something? Carina LiangNing Shiqi Emily, wo ai ni okayzxscz muacksczcc :3 That's random but whatever, I like can already hmpf. Hmmms, what else did I do today..... Oh nothing else. Rringg, school's dimissed - Home

Anyway, on the 31th of this month, I'll be...........................................

flying off.................................................

to........................................

BALI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The sea so chio right!! I love this type of sea!! For those mountain tortoises out there, Bali Indonesia's most attractive tourism spot. So I guess it'll be really pretty there? Who knows. I want the beach beach beach!! But sadly, I'm not going to stay at those beside-sea-super-awesome resorts. I'll be visiting my aunt (: Hopefully I'll still be able to visit the beach though. Don't miss me too much, I'll be back either on the 4th or 5th of June LOL. I don't even know the definite day of coming back but.. around thr.

2010-05-23T01:07:00.003+08:00

Today's the 23/05 Sunday, technically speaking because its 1am in the morning. And I'm here, in my pyjamas, with all my hair up, trying to be more active in blogging. It's not that I dont like to blog. Its just that I dont like to share what I'm thinking with anyone and srsly, blogging about daily life is plain boring to me. But nevertheless, I'm here, trying to type out something. And hopefully my active participation in blogging will be returned with at least a B4 for English And Eng Lit. So.. I'm starting soon and you better read carefully because every word is typed painstakingly with my tender fingers. If you anyhow read, Imma gorge your eyes out :B

Yesterday, on the 22/05. Went to get stuffs for monday's cookies and PW at the market. Came back and start to prepare to go out. I always like to sit infront of my wardrobe and decide what shirt to wear HAHAHHA. It might just strike you "Hey, what's this? Very long never wear alr right. Okay, I'm going to wear this today" It makes things easier. But sadly I dont know why my clothes are divided into two. One in my father's room, the othr in my room. Why am i talking about this, 不切题！My chinese compo because of one stupid '不切题 ' then pull down everything >:( OKAY ANYWAY, so I went to tampines to meet Liangning, Carina, Shiqi and Emily for one last touch-up with the PW marbles. I was going to meet them when this woman suddenly came and ask me whether I wanna be a part-time model -_- Oh and surprisingly, Shiqi was the first to reach and I'm the last! Ha, it's actually Shiqi's turn to wait for people today. Headed to Carina's house and started to do quite a little bit. Then got abit distracted and started eating and talking bout dogs o_o Shih Tzu is cute!! Yorkshire Terrier is not bad too. But I think I'll just kill it. Ohwell. Then played for awhile and its damn funny HAHHAHA. Me and Liangning kept touching Shiqi just to pissed her off LOL. That woman is damn 激动 la!! Next time when she got husband how sia. Her hubby touch her then she'll scream and jump out the bed LOL. Her mother-in-law can forget about getting a grandchild HAHAHA. It's true that she dont want a baby ok!! Anyone that marry her is damn suay la!! HAHHAHA. Marry me, I'm a good wife that can cook and do housework ^^ HAHAHHA kidding. After quite awhile, did last minute touch up and left for KFC! Fish Zinger Fish Zinger Fish Zinger Egg Tart Egg Tart Egg Tart!!!!! (L) !!!!! Talked a lot about like sec1 orientation LOL. Liangning big change sia!!! Last time she was this guai shyshy sweetsweet girl, NOW BECOME A HORNY CRAZY WOMAN LOL. Sigh, it's such a shame. One more good girl is gone from the world ): Bussed to tamp interchange after eating. Emily and I talked a lot on the bus. Sighhh, why were we so childish? Rah, forget it. Everyone have moved on. It's time we move on too, girl. Shiqi took the bus home and Liangning, Emily and I started talking about talking to strangers on the net LOL. Totally random HA. Had fun today :DD

Okay la, true motive for blogging because I'm bored and I dont want to sleep. I finished watching 'Monga' and it's a nice show!! Even though it's NC16, you cant rlly see anything. It's just some sexual reference and A LOT OF VIOLENCE. Okay tata, me being such a good girl go sleep already.

2010-05-21T20:51:00.004+08:00

Hello! I think I'm going to continue blogging hehe. Since it is the june holidays HAHAHHA. Okay, at least it is going to be ok. I'm quite satisfied with my results hohohoho. Big improvement leh. Guess whats my MSG???? 2.7!!!!! For some of you out thr, you think its not very high la but, for someone who had a freaking MSG of 3.8, it's a huge jump. Congrats me, hurry!! LOL. Ok kidding anyway, here are the photos for my bkk trip. Photos are in reverse order. My cam died on my on my second day so these are photos of two days only. Er not rlly la. I still have some more photos but all rubbish so yeaps. The duachiobu in my first photo is a transexual. How cool is that. Some of the photos are epic fail but at least its something LOL. And I anyhow resized the photos so it look rlly funny haha.

2010-04-24T10:09:00.000+08:00

Feel like learning korea hiphop ): Maybe i should right LOL. Anyone????????

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2010-04-18T16:30:00.002+08:00

I know you all hate me. I know I have no rights to criticize and complain. I know you all think I'm in the wrong. I know how much you all hate me. I know whatever I do now is useless and will only make you all hate me more. But please believe me, I swear I've changed. WE have changed. We're nt what we're used to be. Oh forget it, you will just hate us more. Ohfine, hate us more. Whatever. Nothing's gonna change.

2010-04-18T16:05:00.002+08:00

WTFFFFFFUCK. DOGGYSHITSZXXCC.

GOOD LOR I TELL YOU. IDK WHY IM SO ANGRY LA, BUT IM STILL VERY ANGRY. WALAO EH, WHY NEVER ASK ME JOIN YOU ALL. YOU ALL LIKE THAT ANYHOW ZHAO PPL WILL MISUNDERSTAND ONE LEH. PLUS, DK WHO ALSO ATTACH ALR RIGHT. WAALAO TMD, YOU GOT THINK ABT US NOT FIRST YOU TELL ME. WHEN YOU WATCHING, GOT THINK ABT US NOT. I KNOW I HAVE NO RIGHTS TO BE ANGRY BUT IM SO MOTHERFUCKING ANGRY LA. MYE COMING ALR LEH, NOT AT HOME STUDY, GO OUT FOR SIMI SAI LOR. WALAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! V@#$%^&*(

2010-04-12T18:47:00.004+08:00

Hello aliens. I'm a good girl with okay grades, and okay life.

Remember the days I use to stay out late and shop like no one's business. Remember the days that I don't care a heck about my school work and attend exam without knowing a single shit. Remember the days I don't get why we have to study. Remember the days I live life my way and doesnt care a shit about other people. Remember the days I smile unknowingly to myself because I have way-too-awesome friends.

It's obvious to me how myself changed. And I srsly know why I changed. I still hate studying as much but I still force myself to put in more effort because thats what my father wants. My mother doesnt care about getting As and all she want is just a pass but my dad put so much money and effort on me I feel obliged to do well for him. Sometimes, I still hate my father though. How selfish he is, how not understanding he is. My mother and father are so different. My mum doesnt care how much money is spent as long as I'm happy but my dad is very persistent in spending as little money as possible on certain things and honestly, it rlly pissed me off. I know earning money is very hard but srsly, dont say and so stupid things just because you're like fucking drunk la. If its not because of you, I would have skipped school and run out of home. MY FAMILY IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IRRITATING!!!!

2010-04-08T21:40:00.002+08:00

Today's the 3rd day of wushu competition and Emily asked me and shiqi go support someone with her. So yeaps, we went and uh ok, he quite pro la. Tmr's Liangning's turn!! That asshole won the champion last year and she's gonna take part in the 42quan dk what which is more challenging and she better win. If not I dont want go out with her after that alr hehe.

Emily, Shiqi and Liangning wanna watch Ju-On tmr but... I have bad feeling about this. I've been dreaming of haunted houses and whenever I think of Ju-On 2, I'll get so freaked out I refuse to close my eyes. If I watch with them tmr, idk what will happened. Cry and beg them to go out with me? Or just stay awake the whole night ._. Carine wanted to pei me watch Clash of Titans while they watch Ju-On one!! But she has volleyball training before that and she dont want to go out with all that sweat. So im just left with me, myself and I. I really really extremely dont want to watch but then I go then they 3 watch I go shop by myself meh. Impossible lor. Can I dont go not, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2010-04-04T07:08:00.000+08:00

Hello I love Emily and Shiqi ttm!!!

2010-04-03T00:29:00.001+08:00

I....................................................................................................................................

really............................................................................................................................

can't..............................................................................................................................

seem.............................................................................................................................

to...................................................................................................................................

give.you.up.

2010-03-04T19:32:00.001+08:00

Are all teachers good? Are all teachers right all the time? Why do students have to listen to techers ALL THE TIME? What if the teacher is a ignorant bitch?

Here is Singapore's education's blind side. Put aside the genius, the awesome system and concentrate on students. Teenage students. Have you experienced times when you felt your teacher should be locked up in a mental hospital? Times when the teacher goes out of her mind and your blood is boiling and you wanna shout at her BUT it'll be regard as rebelling and you'll get it? There must be at least one time you feel like this. And here's what I've got to say bout it. Listen carefully, all the stupid teachers out there.

You are a TEACHer. You are suppose to TEACH. Teaching doesn't mean shutting off the student's wish and just proceed with what you want. After all, we have human rights to voice out what we want to say and you have to respect that. If you dont respect us, why should we respect you? We have to respect you just because we hate detentions and the discipline master? Well I tell you, that's pathetic. It means students don't listen to you for what you are but because of punishments. Being a teacher like that is totally meaningless.

Teachers should teach students knowledge and way of life. If you don't listen to the students and hear what they really want, do you think you can be a good teacher? They won't listen to you too. A good teachers don't have students hating them. A good teacher discipline them in a good way. Not just shouting and tying them with your wishes.

Seriously, start listening to us mrs yap. Try to understand us. Don't blindly force us. Everything happen for a reason.
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2010-02-26T22:25:00.001+08:00

Bangkok & Pattaya from 15 to 19

Day 1: fly to Bangkok, rest of the day free time
Day 2: cruise down some
River, visit a temple and proceed to pattaya
Day 3: proceed to coral island and enjoy performances by ahguas
Day 4: go back Bangkok and visit dream world

OMG SOUND SO FUN RIGHT. I thought it will be some lame sightseeing thing but I can actually shop st Bangkok for one day, see my favourite kind of person on earth, visit dream world!!! Dream world is like a theme park so ya, it rocks.

But sadly, I think I'll miss class outing ): still, I'll help to organise it in someway.

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2010-02-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

Is the only expression I can make about bio test. Kill people omgszxczfdzzc murder!

Well anyway, thanks to all those lovely peeps who wished me happy birthday cause that really made very happy !! I think my mum have forgotten bout it ... It's ok though, I had fun in school heehe. Not really a lucky day I must say cause firstly, my uniform button dropped. Secondly, I ate icecream and the whole thing melted on me -.- my uniform was so dirty ok. Lastly, I forget to bring umbrella so I have to walk under the fking rain. NEVERMIND. But really, can't I at least have a birthday cake?

2010-02-13T23:05:00.003+08:00

I want to play 21. I want to go on a crazy shopping spree. I want to go bunk soon. I wanna meet all those friends I haven't meet for a long long time. I want Emily sweetheart to be back soon. I want my birthday to disappear. I want to paint my toe nails again. I want to buy a new eyeliner. I want to wear all my new year clothes. I want to buy that fking tall heels I saw in Bugis. I want to cab to chinatown later, instead of MRT-ing. I want to play Audition with keith/claire/clare/serene, my audi mates. I want to maple with Gavin/Shiqi. I want to sleep late tonight. I want to party till the sun comes out. I want to have a nice talk with someone. I want to get those hair extensions from my mum. I want to see Eli's mani and pedi. I want to watch haipaitianxin if there's another episode. I want to watch jiuxianglaizheni episode two. I want to go reapply my makeup now. I want to stop being so lazy. I want everyone to stop calling me. I want to dye my hair. I want to do eyelash extensions. I wanna pictures spam soon. I want to stop wanting everything. I want to stop feeling so bad. I want to have a happy chinese new year. I want to get lots of angbao. I want to eat all the pineapple tarts in my house. I want my weight to not exceed 50kg. I want to grow till at least 167cm. I want to get off my sofa and start preparing now. Byebye :B

//edit on 15feb.
Oh yeah, Happy Chinese New Year & Total Defence Day.

2010-02-13T00:21:00.002+08:00

CHUNGCHENG MAIN Bazzar-by-the-lake

Date: 17July 2010
Time: 10am - 4pm
Venue: Chung Cheng High Main (50 Goodman Road, Singapore 439012)
Website: http://www.cchms.moe.edu.sg/

If you read this, you ABSOULTELY have to come. Buy your coupons from me now :D 10$ for 10worth of coupons, which you will be able to use on that day.

2010-01-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

It's funny how your temptation to blog grows stronger just after you've decided to MIA.

2010-01-07T21:59:00.005+08:00

Havent had a decent post in weeks, omg. Well anyway, just a detailed update before I go MIA.

School is greatttttttt. I have never experience school like how it is now. Peaceful, fun and yet I listen in class at the same time. Problems are always surfacing just after we settled one problem last year. It's so incredibly irritating and sometimes I just didn't wanna care abt it anymore. Things happened, calmed down and everything is left broken. It repeat itself time after time. I was just a secondary 1 and problems come rushing in like I'm some superwoman. But anyway, because of these irritating problems, I've grown. I've matured. And now I'm so proud of myself because I've learnt so many things and wont be repeating my mistakes anymore. I'm so proud of my friends that stood with me too. We matured together, we suffer the tought time together and we understand each other so much more. Sisters always! (insert indefinite hearts)

Currently, Shiqi is sitting beside me and lovely Emily infront! Carina, Elizabeth and Liangning are like just beside me, hehehehehe. Much love to Mrs Yap for letting us choose seats! Well, I've decided to be a good girl this year and try to complete my homework on time. Streaming years... Still havent really understand it's importance but well, it won't hurt just being guai for once. Must at least get like 70% for EOY, hehehhe. Dont have much confidence but still, try? Shiqi & Emily, must supervise me ok. You two know how much I hate doing homework and will end up slacking on homework dates right. Let's go back home early from now on and not slack till 6pm like what we always do last year LOL. Save $ + rest more! HAHA.

For that particular problem that involve that particular 2 person, I will let it rest. No point trying to explain when the other party refuses to communicate to you in anyway. It'll just make us look like fools because we're practically talking to a wall. This doesnt means that we will stop talking all together. This just means that our relationship with each other now is, CLASSMATES. Classmates do talk, right. Just treat us like classmates until you two feel like being friends again. If kena each other in groups (which we oready have) , we'll just behave like a group. We'll discuss like a group and talk like a group. Lets not give each 'that face' because there's no way we can change group no matter how much we want to. I sort of don't mind working with you as a group. We're classmates, remember?

For that paricular someone that sit is close to the 2 person (Physically. Idk about mentally and psychology- ly (?) ) , its hard being in the middle and we three know that. We try not to make you feel terrible but that 2 person, can you please like include him more and not just stick to each other like gays?

Okay its time I should change subject because that 2 person might be already hopping around feeling unjustice for themselves. Anyway, I've decided I should chiong my audi and maple every weekend because there's no way I'll let it rot thr. Anyone please play with me? ): Esp, audi. Everytime I go in, my BL is often zero or one. Pathetic much? I wanna level till main, hehehe. And my maple I wanna reach third job! After so many long years, I'm finally willing to touch maple so I dont wanna leave it now and come back after years later. Ohgod, it suddenly occur to me that I'm so oldddd already. 14!!! Then the number gets larger and larger and larger, omigod. It gets so scary just thinking about it. Leaving school in another 3 years, which pass very fast, when I just came in last year. Woah. Sec 1 passed like wtf-fast! Okay I better stop thinking about if before I freak out more.

Claire! If you are really unhappy in your school, I suggest you transfer school ASAP. If you are only keen on going VJC, then poor you have to bear with it for another one year. IF you dont get in VJC, I suggest you consider Chungcheng. I and Shiqi are in there and you'll definitely be alot happier. Just stand firm and concentrate on your studies now. Ignore alll those bitches because they are just ignorant little brat that are so not worth your anger. Oh, about your LDR. Dont worry about it too much beacuse it'll work out eventually. Stay sweet!

Well, that's all I guess. Will still update my twitter and facebook often so look out for it. You can still tag anything on my tagboard because I'll come and check on it every now and then. Byebye! :D

2010-01-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

http://www.wayangtimes.com/girl-molested-at-sentosa-siloso-beach-2009-countdown-party.html

DID YOU ALL HEAR ABOUT THIS?!?!?!?!?!? OMG IM SO ANGRY. AND PEOPLE ARE SAYING SHE DESERVE IT?? ITS HER CHOICE THAT SHE WANNA WEAR LIKE THAT AND GO THR??? ITS THE COUNTDOWN PARTY AND EVERYONE WANNA HAVE FUN. WHATSMORE, THE DRESS CODE FOR THAT COUNTDOWN WAS 'LESS IS MORE'. THE ORGANISERS HAVE THE RESPONSIBLITY TO PROTECT THE GUESTS. PEOPLE ARE JUST STANDING AROUND, TAKING PHOTOS AND VIDEOS?? I MEAN LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK. IMAGINE THAT GIRL IS YOURSELF. YOU GOT MOLESTED ON STAGE AND NO ONE IS THR TO HELP YOU. IMAGINE THE HORROR. WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK IS SINGAPOREANS THINKING?? EVEN IF THAT GIRL DIDNT GO TO THE POLICE BECAUSE SHE'S SCARED, THE POLICE SHOULD HAVE HUNT DOWN THOSE BASTARDS AND MAKE SURE THEY GET THEIR RIGHTFUL PUNISHMENT. THIS IS TOO MUCH! SHE'S ON THE STAGE FOR GOODNESS SAKE. SINGAPOREANS ARE JUST FUCKTARDS WITH A RIDICULOUS CORK UP LITTLE BRAINS.

2010-01-04T23:54:00.001+08:00

NOBODY EVER BELIEVE ME. IM NOT GOOD IN WORDS. IM NOT GOOD AT EXPRESSING HOW I FEEL. AND ONCE I EXPRESS, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT. WHEN I SAY I DONT WANT YOU TO DIE, I MEAN IT.

2010-01-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

獨送昏暗莫離的風回憶裡被愛
那股激動天色好紅
溫柔好濃在胸口浮現你的面容
一起活在這城市迷宮提起你名字
心還跳動卻沒重逢
只留下碰卻又不敢碰的那種激動
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
該怎麼說讓彼此選擇但思念還轉動

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

當又一次美夢落空回憶裏被愛
那股激動天色好紅
溫柔好濃在胸口浮現你的面容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是甚麼讓彼此選擇又不僅是尊重

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手
卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有最永久

Now I know why I feel so terrible after watching haipai. Its because of you, idiot. Its always because of you.

2010-01-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO, MY NAME IS XIAOLOVE :D ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLL. OMG LOL. I CANT STOP LAUGHING. LOL.

2010-01-01T23:30:00.001+08:00

Okay so 2010 is here! Happy new year, blahblahblah. Gonna make a new year post. Resolutions and all.

This year have been... rather sad. Disapppointing. But I really learn alot. I've mature in my thinkings alot alot. And I really appreciate that since I do not wish to make the same mistake again next year. Or yknow, ever again. Cause its just so stupid. I'm so disappointed with myself. I really wish I can keep a cool head the very next time something crops up. And not start making senseless accusations or throw a tantrum just anyhow. I am very sensitive and conscious about everything so sometimes, I will feel sad when it really is nothing. I will feel that the whole world hates me and is talking about me behind my back. It really bugs me alot alot. Extremely lot. So I prefer friends to tell me about things they dont really like about me and not just hide it from me. Since I'm so uber sensitive I will sense something is wrong and it will bug me forever and ever until I know what is it. So here, my resolutions:

1) Control my emotions better.
2) Dont be so sensitive and conscious anymore.
3) Be more gracious and understanding.
4) L-MO UNITE!!!!! Like beginning of the year.
5) Like someone else worth me liking.
6) Start to understand the importance of streaming year.
7) Try to be happy always.
8) Start liking people that I hate this year. (e.g Tzengsuan, Jiayee, xualin & co etc.)
9) DONT lost another good friend.
10) Be evrything nice and dont be whatever not's.

So in conclusion, I wanna be a better person that dont misunderstand/hate people. I wanna be more gracious and kind. I also want to learn to control my emotions and stop thinking that everyone hates me. Like hell, everyone have their problems too and you want them just to care about you??!?!! So yeaps. Friends, please please help me! I dont wanan repeat my mistakes this year ever again!! Never again!

Shiqi
Thanks for your letter!! It really made me think alot and I realise.. well, I know the things that you pointed out about me are always my problem and sometimes, I just dont botter changing it since its hard. But now, I swear I will try to change! It bothers myself too. Like how I'm always screaming at people over ridiculous things. Yeah so I guess, I'll be a much better person next year (: Love you soooooooo much!

Emily
About your issues.. Hmms. I think the problem is I think too much. I'm over sensitive and have problems with anger management. So I will start bubbling out things that are very stupid. I really hope I wont be like that again next year and I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY wish that things between us will change. I wanna be good friends with you again!! So from now on, lets have a promise k. The next time you and I have problems, we have to tell the other 2 and not just shiqi. Yeah, I know some things you never tell me but told shiqi and this really push us further apart. I know I kept things from you too so I hope this situation will change (: I will be more understanding next year (: I love you alot too!

2009-12-30T10:51:00.000+08:00

I cant help being stupid. I cant help doing things that will hurt myself in the end.

2009-12-28T03:22:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy/excited naooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~ . Its 3am in the morning and I'm still so hyper. But a lil cold siol. (HAHAHHA ANNA CHENG! I purposely add this sentence ok.) Just had some crazy msn conversation with claire. And I'm gonna start talking like how we talk to each other just now. Tumolo gonna go veevo with claire, shiqi, emmy, gelald, junwei and hiss flen. Claire says, tumolo she shure have eyeblags then the guys will run awai. Shuld I sleep nao not? Lata I same as claire, have eyeblags then become veli ugry. OMG HAHAHAHHA, so disgusting man. Okay updates later. Some heartless people never wish me Mery Christmas ):

*Updates.
Vivo was.. ok I guess. I know Claire's super happy la ~~ HAHHAHA. She's practically crazy now because of the movie seating. We have 7 people but dont have one row together one so the ticket person gave us 5 and 2. And you know.. so coincidentally.. THERE'S ONE COUPLE INSIDE OUR GRP. So Claire's really happy abt it LOL. Wanted to watch chipmunks but tickets sold out until like 8. So decided to catch Sherlock Holmes instead. Cool show! I like :D But its no wonder I failed my compre that other time because of damn SHERLOCK HOLMES. Gerald left after movie cause of his cous's birthday. Went arcade after that. DDRed and almost die. Claire played some guitar thing and she was so hilarious LOL. KFC for dinner. Laughed like mad there omg LOL. I think we must be crazy to think of such conversation. Em left after that so we went skypark slack a lil. Was damn bored so decided to walk around vivo. I dont want that NUM bag anymore. Cause it look weird LOL. Ate ben&jerry. Slack around again and homeeeeeeeee.

2009-12-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

The art of lying

You never lie when there's eye witness and the eye witness dont know you are planning to lie.
You never lie to the whole world cause there's some rat out there watching you.
You dont continue making up a whole series of lies just because no one expose you.
You dont make up lies regarding your own beauty/popularity because its the kind of lies that can get expose easily. (eg. 'A grp of seniors came and ask for my number today but i didnt care... hahahahaha.' )
If you must do that, make sure all your friends hate you first. Because they'll start hating you if you dont.
And if there's a close friend writing a bunch of nonsense abt how someone is lying, you better wise up or things will get ugly.

People that lie abt people asking for their numbers are totally shameless. People that lie when there are a hell lot of witnesses knowing that never happen at all are bitchy. People that lie abt things that are totally not worth lying are stupid. So my dear friend have officially been labelled 'Shameless, bitchy and stupid' by her good friend, me. Dear friend, dont you know that tongues are already wagging? Do you really think we are brainless enough to not to notice? And do you think your friends will really cover up for you? Well, some do. But definitely not me. I'm already gracious enough to not mention your name cause I dont want things to get ugly. If you realise its you, then please stop all your nonsense and admit to your mistake. Friends like me, are already taking it like a big joke, so dont embarass yourself anymore please.

2009-12-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

I WANT ONE!!! I WANT PINK/ORANGE/LIGHT BLUE/BLACK/BROWN!!!!!!!! OMG OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOGMG. ITS LIKE 129.90$ !!!! I HAVE TO BRIBE MY DAD TO BUYING IT. GOSH MAN.

2009-12-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

I aim to do a longlong post today. Wish me goodluck ok. I wont do any updates for where I've been these few days cause I'm plain lazy HHAHAH. Just briefly go through it. Have been going home late lately. And I enjoyed it despite constant nagging from my Dad. Detailed updates @red-hotlips.blogspot.com

I finished Outsiders when I'm rotting infront of the TV today! Yay meeeeeeeeee. But I cant find my lit worksheet so hahaha, I'm like dead? Didnt submit chinese book review, copied maths and now lost my lit paper. Gonna finish copying/doing my maths soon. History gotta wait. Since I think I'll complete it VERY FAST. I'm excited for school now! I was dreading it but now it seems ok though. WHO WILL I BE SITTING WITH?????? So exciting. I hope its someone I can work with/communicate with. If not, I'll just end up cursing every morning and hating my life. Gonna get a new bag for school!! Have been looking for the perfect bag but sigh.. WHERE ARE ALL THE NICE SCHOOL BAGS??? Last resort = blogshop. But it'll be extremely hard. Any recommendations?

Okay anyway, what am I gonna blog about today... Hmmmmmmmmmmmms. Okay actually there's nothing I wanna say. Just... my heart has been beating very fast, my chest has been uncomfortable and breathing has been hard today. And I think I have serious Insomnia. I might start knocking on some shrink's door someday. I AM SO DEPRESSED ): I'm like getting sensitive over every single details and I worry like mad even though its a really small matter. I am just so conscious of everything. This is crazy!! Or at least, ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY. Omgahgahgahgahgahgah >:( I WANNA AUDI NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna go cube soon ): I WANNA DO SO MANY THINGS I CANT DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or maybe I can.

I wanna eat macs, sakae, swensen, longjohn, fish&co, kfc, justacia etc etc. I'm not hungry. Just, wanna eat. Seeeeeeeeeeeee. That's the reason why I need uKimono! But no one wanna get it for me ): I wanna watch HAIPAITIANXIN too! But I have to wait for 2 more days bfore the ep comes out!!!! Why cant they like one day come out one ep!!

OMFG JUST WHAT AM I TYPING OMGSDFZCXVZXVZCSZCVXCZVXCSVSCVZCXBCXSDF. ITS JUST THAT........... NEVER HAVE EXPECTATIONS. OR YOU'LL BECOME LIKE ME WHEN YOUR EXPECTATIONS FAIL YOU.

2009-12-25T02:20:00.000+08:00

Even though its Christmas... I'm so sad. Merry Christmas everyone!

2009-12-24T01:13:00.000+08:00

- Claire say blogs are suppose to be use to write down how you feel. Then I shall blog about how I'm feeling right now. Except idk where to start. I have this feeling countless times before. Once, I told Claire and she gave me this awesome description of how I'm feeling. I'm gonna add in some description too. Its like my heart is empty. There's a hole. And nothing seems to be able to fill it up. Its like something is missing. But you cant find it. And I'll always be miserable if I cannot find it. I know whats missing and its not gonna come back to me ever again. The pain eased when I'm with friends and talking, gossiping, laughing, joking and all. But it comes back at night. My eyes will be wide open. My mind full of conversations, images and hell shit. It always cause Insomnia and I'll not be able to sleep till 3am. Sometimes, it'll even drag till 4am. And I'll be sleepy to the max the next day because of this. Pathetic much? I've been consoling myself its just PMS and it'll be okay after awhile. BUT ISNT PMS SUPPOSE TO STOP AFTER M COMES? Fuck shit. Fuck you. Fuck the whole world. Fuckfuckfuckfuck. Because when I say "Idk", yes it means "Okay fine, yes. Its you-know-who and its just that I dont want to admit" I FEEL SO DUMB SAYING THIS LOR. GIVING MYSELF AWAY LIKE THAT. KILL ME SHOOT ME PERFORM SOME CAN-LOST-MEMORIES KIND OF SURGERY ON ME.

- I just read 'The outsiders'. They say till smoking so relaxing like that. Like how you can feel much better and not so stress. I was reading just awhile ago and I thought to myself, "If smoking really works, I might give it a try." Its hilarious why would I entertain such thoughts when I strongly objected to smoking last time. By last time, I meant, few years ago. And few months ago. And furthermore, 'The outsiders' is my sec2 Literature book. A school book. Its no wonder so many seniors started smoking. Parents/teachers might blame it on them but havent they thought of the possibility that its the sec2 Lit book that is causing this? Okay, maybe I think too much. I ALWAYS, think too much.

- Claire says I'm lian. Am I really? Maybe? But I think I'm not lor. (OK. I know lians dont admit that they're lians but listen to me!) Its just that... Okay idk how to say this. Lets start by the easier method:

1) Lians wear make-up.
Okay, I wear make up too. But make-up is like... hmms. Beauify you? Enhance your confidence? Its my mum that started making me wear make-up. And it've become a habit now that if I dont wear make-up out, I'll feel like a freak. Its not like, I'm acting emo and rebellious or even, a weapon to flirt with guys. Its just... a habit.

2) Lians curse and swear.
You know I think this is a very interesting subject. I swear and curse because it've become a natural reaction from me. Its not like on purpose. Okay lets imagine, someone's hot coffee spilled on me. The first word that come from my will be "fuck!". I will not say, "Ouch!" "Ah!" or anything like that. It just.. comes out from my mouth. I know I should try not to be so vulgar and all but you know its hard. 'Why hard?' I'll tell you why, I SCOLD PEOPLE TOO OFTEN. When I scold people, it really means I'm angry. And if I scold decently it'll be like, "Ohmygoodness. You're such a rude kid! Why are you not saying sorry to me? You should be apologizing in a situation like that you know." Clean, decent, without any vulgarities. But please understand and accept that those kind of words will never fit me as when I get angry, I get really angry. I'm very hot-tempered and I heavily suspect that I need some anger management. I'll probably start ranting things like, "FUCK YOU BASTARD. WHATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM? IS THERE LIKE SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOUR BALLS?!!?!?!?!??! GO HOME FUCK YOURSELF LA, FUCKER." Is there like any refine words that can express the same anger and the same meaning? There's a reason why vulgarities are invented in the first place (:

3) Lians change boyf goddamn fast.
Totally not applicable to me. I should just go home and cry my eyes out. Ohwait, I'm already at home. I should just get in my room and cry my eyes out*

4) Lians talk loudly and shout like no one's business.
I talk loudly sometimes. Unintentionally. My voice naturally loud. And I dont shout when I'm feeling normal or what. I only shout when I'm pissed off/angry.

5) Lians flirt like mad.
Who is thr for me to flirt with in the first place? You have no idea how anti-social I am when I come to strangers. Among my friends, THERE'S NO ONE I CAN FLIRT WITH LOR ):

Okay, so that concludes that I am not a lian, thankyouverymuch :D

- Stephanie, I think you are a really strong girl. Even stronger than my dad. But dont bottle up your emotions ok. I know how bottling emotions up can effect someone. So you know.. its good to dry up your tears and move on.

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@Junjie Hehehehhe, I'm a witch that cant stop scolding people, dont you know that? My mouth's just this evil.
@Jiayu Yeah!! Its so nice!! I think its nicer than taohuaxiaomei!! I'm currently waiting for ep9 :D
@Emily HAHHAHAHAH OK LOL. YAY I MISS YOU TOO! @JunjieShe lied to her uncle, grandpa and father but her mother let so yeah LOL. @Shiqi Independent kids rocks ^^ AND AIYA, DEFORM ALSO NVM LA. Can see face can already LOL. You're always complaining I steal your pics, but you never make an attempt to stop me HAHAHHA LOL.
@Singwei Yes, I'm not fated to be friends with him. Even though I dont want to, but I have to give up now isnt it. It cant be help. So well.. let it be. Anyway, I love you ok!
@Emily Its ok. He's still growing up. Hmpf, he's gonna be so guilty when he's older.
@ Junjie Okok I know. Eh youknow hor, I think luozhixiang getting hotter and hotter leh. Wah buaytahan.
@Shiqi LOLOLL. Yes LOL.

2009-12-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'm so sad. Suddenly. Feel so terrible now. Its like everything's tearing me apart. Gah, forget it.

2009-12-22T02:09:00.000+08:00

I was so bored just now that I editted some random blogskin. Might consider using it if only I can improvise it. Its just not what I wanted to make..

Made a new playlist. 3/5 are Lady Gaga's song rofl. I was seacrhing through all her songs and realise how awesome she is. Her make-up, outfit and all rocks to the core. Is there anyone on this planet that dress like her? Totally stunning. I've decided that I'll make her my new Idol, hehehehe. I love her 'Paper Gangsta' ! Gosh man, love it,

Cause I
do not accept less
than someone as real
as fabulous.
I dont do funny business,
not interested in fakers.

HAIS. I'm currently in the midst of preparing christmas present for friends. Its not really like a present though. Its just something I wanna... express. Yeah. Some of you lucky ones but get it. But if you dont.. Go get me a christmas present and I'll make you one of my customise love letters. OHYA, speaking of christmas... I'M FREE ON CHRISTMAS. REALLY, VERY FREE. YOU CAN JIO BE OUT FROM 24 DECEMBER - 25DECEMBER 23:59. Yknow.. its fun to countdown hehehhehe. 25 is a friday!! I can stay out late ^^v. NEW YEAR ALSO. Very free. Any parties or what, call me and I'm sure on. HAHHAHA. I've run out of ideas as to whr to go on Christmas and New Year. So pathetic ):

My nails broke yesterday.. So saddening. Second nails to break. And I think my fake nail have no intention of breaking yet. Cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool. I'll be having chio blinged nails if only we went Batam earlier, sigh. THE MANICURE THR IS MOTHERFUCKING CHEAP. Like those chio bling nails only SGD30+ ! You tell me, CHEAP NOT. In Singapore near hundred already lor. Singapore is such a money-sucking ass ): My mum say school re-opening soon so make also waste, sigh.

I realise I'm always crazy after watching HAIPAITIANXIN. Maybe I should stop watching it. But cannot la!! The show so nice!! I SCARED I LATER CANNOT SLEEP HOW. Then I'll go around smsing people, disturbing them again. SIGH.

This post is rubbish la. But nevermind, appreciate it. I'm blogging. And I blogged. Seeya, goodnight. Hope I can sleep!

2009-12-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

I've been rather free these few days. Waking up after noon and getting to seep at 3am becomes so normal. I was damn boredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. K anyway, I thought of something. You know... I really really really thinks those people that have good looks/rich family/ family that dont care but still love you kind/social network big till cannot, are effing lucky to the max!! How can life be so unfair man ): Really. I feel like jumping off building just thinking of it. Sigh, but they are people that are a hundred times more unlucky than me righttttt. So I should love my life. OKAY I LOVE IT, BULLSHIT.

If only I'm older... then I can have control over my life. I'll be financially stable and all, hehehehehehhe. I'm gonna be supa rich next time man!! I wanan earn big bucks so i can enjoy life better, hohohohoh. Me wanna get a sports car and go get plastic surgery, "OMG SHE'S SO BIMBOTICC, SHE WANNA GET A PLASTIC SURGERY!!" Ok people, if you are thinking like this, fuck off and die please. There's nothing wrong wanting to look better. And its not like im gonna have some surgery on my boobs right. I'll just probably get my face shape done. Because I really really hate my face shape. So round. I dont like. Ohya, there's this cream that make your face V shape isnt it?

If you are not given the looks, or the big bucks, there's nothing wrong wanting it right. RIGHT. So those people that think I'm vain, bimbotic, brainless, and slutty or whatsoever. Say whatever you want and let your mouth rot. Anyway, if say you're ugly and you dont care because you are happy, then go ahead and do whatever you want. If im not happy then how?????? Of couse, I'll try to satisfy myself righttttttt!

Yes I'm self-conscious even when no one cares but thats my problem isnt it. Sometimes I wonder why am I like that toooooo. I should be happy with my life and all but I'm not. So those people that have negative thoughts about me on issues that I wanna do, thats your problem. I'm just purely trying to make myself happy. UNDERSTAND?????????????????????? It's my life. I want to make it as interesting, exciting as possible. I want myself to have no regrets. I'm a perfectionist and I'll do whatever I can to make myself happy.

Friends leave me and all because I did something wrong. Yes that I'm really sorry too. I was childish and stupid, totally brainless. I did whatever I can to salvage the relationship. But it dont work. So I have no choice but to accept it. This time, ITS REALLY MISUNDERSTANDING. I'm just trying to clear all the misunderstandings and you all dont want!!! I swear its misunderstanding!!! Misunderstandings are suppose to be clear up!!! If you think there's no misunderstanding and the real us is just so bitchy, so gossipy so evil so mean. Go ahead and hate us. Hate us all you want, really. We dont care because alot people hate us too.

We are such horrible friends, aint we? But I'm not going to care anymore because I'm tired of trying. Tired of pleasing everyone. Just.. hate us. Its the easiest solution.

2009-12-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

Love this song ^^v. Hyori look hot as always and that guy's voice sorta sound like TOP's. TOP MY HUBBY <3 ! Should I watch IRIS? Should I?? If I watch, I wonder when I'm gonna finish all my homework o_o GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Let you in on a secret okie, I always smile to myself when I listen to this song for some unknown reason HAHAHAHHAHA.

I feel so horrified by myself omg. Whats wrong with me omg. I even shouted at my mum just now. Guilty to the max. AND I TELL YOU SO FUNNY OK LOL. I was so pissed with my bro because he hogged the computer for days. And so I started fighting with him and all then after that when he let me use, I ignore him when he talk to me. Then he talk like loads of crap and I still kept my mouth shout. When my dad came back with food, he was eating and I was using the comp. Then he keep asking me to eat and I ignore him. And guess what... he resorted to..... "Jiejie, eat leh. Please. Eat leh" WTFUCK RIGHT HAHAHAHHAHAHA. I wanted to laugh my ass off okay LOL.

2009-12-17T23:28:00.001+08:00

OMGWTFBBQZCHICKEN&FISH I THINK I KENA CURSED. Like you know those kind voodoo, then you use needly poke it then the person will pain. Okay la, maybe its just that my heart's weak. My heart have been having problems recently LOL. Like suddenly will pain. Sudden pain then just like, one second pain then ok. Then sudden pain again. And when something is pressed againt my chest, I cant breathe. Hais, I 体弱多病 + premature aging sia. So saddening!

Okay back to subject. 本姑娘 is back in Singapura! Hohohohoho, I bet no one miss me lor. RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT????? Yes you!! Reading this!! Got miss me not!!???!?! Idc, confess now!!! Okay sorry, I'm so high naooooooooooooooooo. Yes nao, not later. You all know where I went not?!?!? Dont know right?!?!? Say dont know!! Okay you dont know. Oopsy, I dont plan to tell youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Hehehehhehe -laughs to myself- But I bought alot of chio bargains!! Me likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Peekchas later kk. Not now, me wanan watch海派甜心. Awesome show. Junjie, horrrr??? -nods head- SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Sigh youknow so depressing. And so embarrassing. I read my precent posts and feel so embarrassed for myself. What were I thinking? Omg. Must be out of my mind. Ignore ok. It mean nothing. Nothing at all. Nothing like, "Qiaomei is so damn depressed because something terrible happened." Nothing like that at all. Remember ok, nothing like that at all.

JCUBE THIS SATURDAY. WANNA TAG ALONG? :D

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@Junjie You tiko. See chiobu nia.
@Yiru LOL. Ok ^^

*EDITED ONE DAY LATER.
OH hello people. Why dont I just simply post new post right. Sigh, its just that I dont like my post so short yaknow. So I'm gonna fill this up with peekchas. Ok so friends know my mum's an Indonesian and I go back to often so yeah.. I dont normally take peekchas there but Shiqi took like a few so I just stole her peeks hehehhehehe. OMG DID I JUST TELL YOU ALL WHERE U WENT OMG HAHAHHAH. Ok la nvm, I went batam (: Anyway, almost half of the peekchas are camwhore pictures HAHHAHAH. Because there isn't anything we have to take peekchas of.

Ok and the most retarded peekcha................

2009-12-14T17:57:00.001+08:00

MIA FROM 14-17.

2009-12-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

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@LWanting Yo duachiobu!
@Junjie Show rocks, hehehehhe.
@Emily Aw ~ ):
@Hueywen Kk (:
@Serene Bo peep bo peep bo peep ah~ LOL.

2009-12-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

Maybe its pms. Maybe this is how I should react. Or maybe im really crazy. I think I'm crazy. I really am crazy. Totally out of my mind. I really really think I'm shameless and insane. I've never felt like this before.

I cried a lot because of you
I laughed a lot because of you
I believed in the love because of you
Ive lost everything because of you
Im speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

2009-12-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hungry. Worried. Sad. Happy. Angry. Irritated. Sigh. What. Am. I. Talking. About.

2009-12-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hello! Just came back from damned orchard with shiqi. Morning bought books with dad and met someone at Aljunied MRT. Did manicure at far east :D Colour abt wierd but its devilic, me like ^^ HAHHAHAHA. Its like dark purple. ION toilet rocks ROFL. Seriously! When me and shiqi went in, we stunned at the entrance HAHAH LOL. Noob ass >:( Yeah so basically walked around and slack there. Orchard sucks man!

SHIQI FED ME MANYMANY INFORMATION THOUGH HAHAHAHHAHA. SO HAPPY MAN. HAHAHHAHAH.

Emotioanlly unstable recently, sigh. Sorry if I irritated you or what ): Sorry gavin ~

www.shootshopsmile.blogspot.com
Click on my nuffnang and tag me, thankyouverymuch.

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@Clare So far!!!

2009-12-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

Okay, sorry for the sudden privated blog. Was hmms, doing something ratther serious and private (: Felt alot happy after doing it. Anyway, here I am. Posting something!!

Ok lets see what did I do recently okie. I went... NLB with claire and shiqi on a study trip but epik fail. Yeahyeah, its me who refuse to get my head into maths but wtv :/ Still got what... Hmms, I went on an EXPLORE PURPLE LINE TRIP, woohoo. Exciting norhs! Went sengkang, hougang, kovan and er farrer park. Next time when people ask you go thr before not, at least can say yes HAHAHHAHA. Tumolo going collect payment for blogshop, buy books and get a manicure! But, I broke my nails! ~ ): (hahhaha sorry, inside joke!) Honestly, how do I get one when my left thumb nail broke! Shiqi suggested putting fake nail just for the thumb but I think it'll loooooook suppa wierd. So hmms, well. Tmr then see.

YOU KNOW HOR. YOU KNOW HOR. Sometimes when you say you hate someone, you mean in at that moment then after that, you dont feel the same way. Then after sometime, you hate that person again. I mean its super weird la. OKAY WIAT, ISIT JUST ME? No right, no. Sigh, I think its really damn @#$%^&*@#$%^&*$%^&* urghblehomigoshzxxcvbzcxbzbxvbc. Okay now, I hate that person. You'll see me twitting abt the change later on -_-

AND ALSO, I think girls my age that is too caught up into the 'Omigosh. That guys's hot and popular. I'm gonna be his friend. Ok no, maybe his girlfriend' thing is seriously pathetic. Not pin-pointing anyone here but I mean, there are girls like that isnt it? And it seriously bothers me. You never see guys before meh? Really so despo meh? Why not just strip yourself infront of them lor. Irritating leh.

ANDANDAND, I really hate it when couples get too disgusting in public place. Really, GO GET A ROOM. French kissing like no one's business and hands dk touch where one. Then I stare, they stare back and give me that smug. What the hell right. OK LA, WHO KNOWS WILL I BECOME LIKE THAT NOT. But who knows!! I might not get a boyfriend forever, laughs.

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@Shiqi VERY LONG ALR LEH LOL.
@Hueywen Commented! :D
@Emily I dont like editting my template ):
@Shiqi My ass is still lazy ):
@Pearlyn Okay....
@Emily :D

PEOPLE TAG OK. Below twitter :D kamsahamida!

2009-12-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

http://shootshopsmile.blogspot.com/
Support okay! Will add more things asap~

2009-11-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

OKAY HELLO KONICHIWA ANNIHAESAYO I AM BACK~~~~~~~~~
I feel so high now for no reason at all woohoo.

EDITED AT DK HOW MANY HRS LATER.
Well, I was really feeling like that just now but now, idk. Idk how I'm feeling right now.
Came back from Cameron Highland last night! Oh hang on -checks the time-, sorry, last last night. Really... it's such hell for me. I mean, the food was normal but the attractions thr just dont interest me in anyway. Seriously, farms and all that? I can live thr forever and not complain but me, visiting as a tourist just seem so ridiculous. I passed every moment thinking abt when I'll be back in Singapore. Well anyway, just a brief description of what i did there. Gonna try make it long somehow (look at all my short posts! goodness me.) .

The second morning was the day packed with activities. Breakfast -> Rose valley -> Lunch -> Tea plantation -> Cactus valley (Picked strawberries at the strawberry far thr. Quite interesting I must say) -> Dinner -> Hotel.
Oh! The tea plantation was the second best, behind the Cactus valley of course. It was so breathetaking. You cannot imagine how big that freaking plantation is! It stretches over hills and hills and hills and hills and hills and more hills! The Cactus valley is my fav of all cause I got to escaped from the group and wander around and BAM. I found a chio sandals/gladiator which I loved! Yean anyway, that night was... brilliant HAHAHHAHAH. Cause me and my bro secretly ordered room service and the food is omgomg. Yummmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyy~

The next day was just Breakfast -> Bus to Ipoh -> Explore some temple thr -> Bus to KL border, lunch thr -> Some store at KL -> Bus to Johor -> Dinner -> Back to Singapore. Didnt move around much that day but was dead tired.

Wanted to go out with Shiqi today, no, yesterday, but was too lazy/tired. Tmr gonna cut my fringe and hopefully get my nails done.

Anyway, some really overdues photos. Sorreh for being so extremely lazy alrights.

It's ike 2am now but I'm not tired and yet, i was tired in the afternight. Night owl -_- Gonna strat replying tags. I feel really sorry for this. Not replying, omigosh.

Tags reply

EMILY: changi aiport that one. LOL (13 Nov 09, 22:29)
EMILY: that woman >:(
@Emily Hannor!

Shiqi: think they wld think tht we are ohsocrazy plz.zzzzz. (14 Nov 09, 12:44)
Shiqi: sleepover or something then we send to the tchrs at like 2 am in the morning or something HAHAHAHA.
Shiqi: and lets do our holiday homework soon. maybe we shld do chinese homework @ your house during some
Shiqi: LOVE ME OKAY. g dragon is hawt2themax. but im not so crazy over him.
Shiqi: HELLO HAHAHA IM GNA SPAM YOUR CBOX. HEHEHE.
@Shiqi LOL. Are on drugs?!?!?!?

huey wen: the autie damn ridiculous leh!
@huey wen Yeaps!

clare!: AHAHA the maplestory so cute!
@clare LOL. yeah!! I'm thinking abt doing another one LOL.

Shiqi: You can only get in if you have vip friend or something. SIGH
@Shiqi This sucks tot he max man ):

EMILY: D: (15 Nov 09, 11:45)
EMILY: howhow?
EMILY: hi qiaomei, yknow what. i miss everybody. omggg,
EMILY: i help qiaomei spam her cbox ^^ hahaha, (:
EMILY: haahahha, shiqi. crazy idea (:
@Emily I think she's on drugs. Anyway, why you so fast miss alr!! LOL.

jiayu: the auntie damn idoitic leh!
@jiayu I think so too! Ridiculous woman.

Carrin: Hello babe. Tagged. Link me (:
@Carrin Will do it as soon as I dont feel lazy :X

Shar: Hellos, wha, you getting prettier wors
@Shar Absolutely not :D

EMILY: I just experience it yesterday
@EMILY Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

denise: heyyyy!! that time i sung, was just a joke....hope u didn't mind! was damn high then!!
@denise Why would I mind!! :D :D

EMILY: ya lor, so chicken right. cannot sleep at night yknow!! D:
@EMILY I think i replied you right LOL. But nvm, sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh x2

Shiqi: MIDNIGHT! Just that i dont reply texts sometimes. ^^ And, hi5. 3am and noon time. samasama.
Shiqi: HI! 1. I CAN TON W YOU. CLARKEQUAY PLZ. BRING THIS NOOB THR. LOL. K shh. 2. IM FOREVER AWAKE AFTER
@Shiqi NOOOOOOOOB LOL. School reopen alr how ): How can wake up!!

EMILY: hahahaha, i want to ton also lehh. but cannot D: Qiaomei uh, why you so high uh. hahah:D g-dragon!
@EMILY Not high la. Just feeling crazeh (: LOL.

huey wen: and its its its tiring tiring tiring! i shall stop it now! (21 Nov 09, 19:24)
huey wen: thrice thrice. im im im now now now learning learning learning from from from you you you, and and
huey wen: hi hi hi! you you you keep keep keep repeating repeating repeating one one one word word word thrice
@hueywen You so cute leh!!!! LOL.

NATkicksnoodle: LINKK ME LINKK ME heehee TAGS and NICE BLOG!
@Natkicksnoodle Will link you up when i dont feel lazy :X Anyway, thank you :D

Shiqi: HAHAHA Hueywen so cute! ^^v (25 Nov 09, 16:56)
@Shiqi Yeah!

Shiqi: BUEYTAHAN MAN!!! (26 Nov 09, 10:33)
Shiqi: hi i hate him too f'ucking bastard plz. Asshole. Immature, over protective. -.- Loser la.
@Shiqi Sucha fucking person ohgosh. Why wld a person like him exist in the world.

Shiqi: tsktsktsk btw i leveled hehehe Singapore rocks ^^ (28 Nov 09, 16:54)
Shiqi: LOL wtf you also lifeless la! What 9 hrs can lvl dk how many times AIYO. Everyth relate to maple
@Shiqi LOL. Seeeeee, you also so lifeless. Maple more than me leh!!

Claire: i just know i saw a lot of hot guys there
Claire: anw i went to equatorial hotel too!!! rocks to the core ok )) i forgot how it looks like LOL!!!!
Claire: CAMERCN HIGHLANDS
Claire: LOL I DIDN'T KNOW U HAVE A TAGBOARD!!! UNTIL NOW.... ok. anw so gan dong u even think about me in
@Claire You now then know?!!!?!?!?!? OMG Do you ever read my blog? -tear- ANYWAY, dont too gan dong okie and I saw no hot guys thr ): Lucky you!

EMILY: O: I went to equitorial (?) hotel also, somewhere in malaysia. but not in cameron lehh. Hhaha
@EMILY I rmb there's another one tooo. Malacca? I think it is. It blacklisted Hongwen so we didnt get to stay thr during my P6 trip HAHAHHAHA.

Shiqi: LOL Claire boy crazy la. K anyw wheres your blog post!!! You say you'll post!!!!!!! Dua me >:(
@Shiqi Okay, here's my post, Your Highness. SO DAMN BLOODY LONG RIGHT.

Claire: hahahaha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
@Claire ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I feels so retarded replying tags so long ago. But am really sorry about it. I promise I will keep this blog super active from now on!!!!!

2009-11-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Yours truly's in Camron Highland's Equa.. Wait ah, I see how spell.. LOL. Okay, Equatorial Hotel. Awesomeeeee hotel! Just that things abit.. ex huh LOL. Internet service onehour around sg doallr 7$ ): Okay, I shld cheirsh my time then. I HAVE THIS URGE TO TRY THEIR BROWNICE KNOWWWWW. Look damn nice la but its like RM20. So.. ABIT EX ALSO HUH. Spent 9hrs coming to this stupid highland place. 9 HOURS LEH. MY MAPLE CAN LVL DK HOW MANY TIMES OK. Went bee hive farm -> Market -> Dinner -> Hotel. Bet tmr's journey will be much more exciting. Now my aunt, unlce and bro in lounge enjoying music -.- I WAS THR OK. Then my bro didnt wanna use the net anymore so ask me use. My cocktail still thr ): I think my bro finished it alr. Currently chatting with emily and shiqi on msn, miss them sooooooooo much! Ohya, I bought honey. They say its best in Cameron highland. FOR PEOPLE LIKE SHIQI AND CLAIRE. Flu non-stop!! Hope this helps abit (:

2009-11-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

Cameron highland at dawn. Gonna go research abt that place later on and rise my excitement. Not a bit excited and dreading it instead. But ohwell, I guess I do need a little vacation? Take my mind off stuffs. Yeaps, miss me darlings.

2009-11-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

Shame. Stupidy. Fuck you. Hope you kena crash when you cross the road, fail every subjects, and most imptly, kena cheated of your money, body and feelings. I want you to feel as terrible and horrible like I am feeling right now. Or maybe, worse. You sriously are the cheapest, most horrible person on Earth. I rather kena raped by hundred of man than do what you did. Do you still have a heart? I hate you and that fact's not gonna change forever. Not until you show yourslef and kneel down infront of me, begging for forgiveness. Oh right, mabe even then, I will not forgive you. Anyway, thank you for reaching me a lesson. I will learn to not trust people easily now and wait till I do a detailed search up about them. Thank you so much and please for goodness sake, stop your pervertic acts now. It's really damn freaking bloody pissing and goddamn childish. So fuck you once more, and byebye. Okay wait, I promise, one last time.. FUCK YOU AND I HOPE YOU DIE.

Alright people, I can finally breathe now and you'll see me normally very soon. Please throw me any events or outings there are on your list starting from next weeeeeeeek because I'm gonna arrange my schedule till its damn bloody full. the photos that I promised will be up as soon as I sotp being lazy!!!! Cameron Highland this weekend with Uncle and Aunt. Hmmms, cameron sounds boring x_x Sightseeing only omigosh. Look out for my twits yeah. I think it'l be updated often. Since now I can twit from my phone! Gonna go study with emily and shiqi tmr. Hope we rlly will study and not end up playing and slacking around/

2009-11-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

I've never hated anyone this much before. And it's you. YOU. Somone who i smile simply just by receiving an sms from. You are so fucking selfish. How can anyone be so selfish? Are you even human? I dont think you are. You made me feel so stupid. You made me run in circles. You made me the most idiotic person on Earth. The most naive person in the whole universe. I used to trust people easily but now, Thank You for teaching me a lesson. Finally, I know who you truly are. Not the person I know. A total stranger. I pity girls that fell under your spell. You are such a monster. You know everything abt me but I know nothing about you. Fucking bastard.

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~~I dont know whether I can be like who i use to be anymore.~~ I seriously hate you alot. Please get out of my life and not come back again. I just hate you, fucker.

2009-11-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

Just what was I thinking? SERIOUSLY, LEEQIAOMEI, JUST GO BANG THE WALL AND DIE LA. WHAT THE

FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!!?!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!?

2009-11-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday yesterday yesterday went went went kitty kitty kitty lab lab lab lab.
Interesing interesting interesting and and and cute cute cute but but but, abi abit abit waste waste waste money money money. Bough bought bought a a a cap cap cap for for for 48$ 48$ 48$. Went went went sushi-tei sushi-tei sushi-tei to to to eat dinner. Not not not my my my money money money anyway anyway anyway :P :P :P. Ohya ohya ohya, my sis passed me my my my BIGBANG BIGBANG BIGBANG and and and GDRAGON GDRAGON GDRAGON album album album. All all all the the the way way way from from from korea korea korea! Love love love it it it to to to the the max max max. I I I have have have awesomeeeeeeeeeeee awesomeeeeeeeeeeee awesomeeeeeeeeeee sisters sisters sisters!

Rot rot rot whole whole whole day day day today today today. Tmr tmr tmr going going going to to to play play play Captains Balll Captains Ball Captains Ball. Excited excited excited!

I I I think think think, I'm I'm I'm mad mad mad. How how how?

Ohdear, what if I go crazy and start saying "You're such a jerk." to everyone? Or.. I'll mass sms everyone on my contact list "Hello! I need to see you right now. Get your ass infront of me or you'll die horribly.".

Peekchas later baby!

2009-11-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

This cant continue. Getting to sleep at 3am and only waking up after noon. This has got to stop. This is way too pathetic. Maybe I shldnt sleep at all manz -.-

I NEED TO TON LA. I CANT STAND THE THOUGHT OF TRYING TO GET TO SLEEP AND NOT BE ABLE TO. And this fucking happen everynight!! And everyone's like asleep and srsly, I HAD THE URGE TO JUST LEAVE HSE AND CAB TO SOMEWHR. Dont ask me what happened please.

This friday. I dont care. Someone please ton with me at clarke quay or some awesome place. And please tell me if you are also awake after midight.

2009-11-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hello. Hello. Hello.
Emily just let me read a story abt how a boyf love his girlf. Felt... complicated. Love can be so selfish. Hiding things from the other party. That other party feels great? Funny.
Have you experience days when you feel tired but you cant get to sleep? Nights were so long recently. Because of you. Just because of you, jerk.

Parkway today. Saw people. Unglam and shag to the max ): Gah, forget it.

2009-11-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

I WANNA GO CLUBBING.

ZIRCA/ZOUK/STJAMES.

GET ME A WAY TO GET IN

AND YOU'LL BE MY

SWEETHEART FOR THE

REST OF MY LIFE.

Obvsly, I'm underage so thats why I'm so desperate to find a way to get. No sneaking in. No fake ICs. I want to WALK IN.

2009-11-14T00:53:00.001+08:00

I'm spamming my post today but who cares HHAHAHA. Just saw someone's photo and now very highhhhhhhhhhhhh~ So cuteszxcvxcxvcxbscxvcxv HAHAHHA. Damn cuteszxcxbcc la. So shuai + cute!! Aiyooooooooo, super cute la!!!!! K sorry, im not interested LOL. But srsly, he's damn cute!!! Me wanna be his friend :D But I've no idea how HAHHAHAH SO CUTE MAN!!! I wanna get a blazer too HAHHAHAHA.

我要... 我要你... 我要你地.. 我要你地爱!~
Can you believe Denise actually sang this to me? I cant rmb when but she give me that look and sing it to me LOLLL.

我要... 我要去... 我要去J... 我要去Jcube!~
Karaoke will be gd choice tooo HAHAHHAA. Omigosh, what is going to happen to my money?!! Fly like madszxvxs.

Gonna blogshop later this month, weeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D Coloured contacts and strappy wedges! Excited woohoo! And going wild wild wet with Claire and shiqi dk when. Now not 方便 ):

Shiqi 刚刚去睡觉. 我不懂现在要做什么. Ok I go check clicknetwork for new update videos.

2009-11-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

Another song by Taeyang! Sweetest mv and brilliant song! Love it more than 'Where you at' :X Its sweet and sad at the same time. How heartbreaking, poor Taeyang~

Anyway, peekchas for today! Did some sort of 'Drama' HAHAHAH. Hilarious! 13/11 Changni t3

Shiqi likes to do this in maple LOL. I mean the lying on floor poking one LOL.

f2 in maple = smile :D

You know.. I NEED TAGS. Right hand side of the web, below Twitter.

2009-11-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME (SHIQI & EMILY TOO) TODAY. Sorry for always starting with such large font but this is interesting!

So anyway, we were at changi airport terminal three. Doing maths at snail speed cause we werent rlly into it. Decided to leave for Popeye. Went to the toilet first and wander around the airport looking for Popeye. In the end, found it at the level we were in just now. Actually, I know where's Popeye. But just wasnt sure. Before walking to Popeye, we stopped by this booth thingy and did some art thing and then, I LEAVE WITH MY HANDPHONE ON THE FREAKING TABLE. Ate and wanted to camwhore somewhr and then realised that I lost my phone!! Freaked out totally. Srsly, scary to the max!! My dad will just kill me if I tell him I lost my phone. So went to places we went in seacrh of my phone then suddenly, BOOMZ. It hit me that I left my phone on the table!! Ran thr and found it missing. So walked around finding people for help then saw the cleaner we saw earlier on tidying up the table. So we walked there... and the drama happened.

Us: Auntie, did you see a phone here just now?
Auntie: Yes. But someone took out the sim card. Come, come with me!
-follow her- On the way,
Me: What colour is the phone?
Auntie: Pink
Me: YAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAA!!!!
Auntie: Ya what?! Later I dont give you then you know.

Hit number 1.

-Auntie take out phone from her trolley thing-
Us: Oh okay. Thank you.
-walk away-
Auntie: You not going to give Auntie something?
(In our mind, we were thinking. 'HUH WTFUCK?!!?!!'

Hit number 2.

-Shiqi turn to me and whisper "Money"-
-Ignore her-
Me: Huh? Er. Thank you
Auntie: Nononoono. You not going to give me something?
-Shiqi turn to me again and whisper louder, "MONEY"-
-Ignore her-
-Shiqi ready to take out wallet-
-Whisper to her, "dont want!!"-
Shiqi: What you want?
Auntie: Anything lar.
Us: Huh er......

Some Nike woman came and say she joking and the Auntie said, "I not joking!"

Hit number 3. Decided firmly that I'm going to report her.

Auntie: -Took out my sim card from her purse- Are you going to give Auntie something now?

Hit number 4.

Me: But I no money.
Auntie: -Look at shiqi and hit her butt- Drink drink drink. Later become fat then you know!
(Shiqi was super pissed off!)

Hit number 5.

Em: Shiqi your phone vibrating
Shiqi: Huh? Er ok.
-Took out phone and fake talk-
Shiqi: My dad here alr.
Auntie: -Saw shiqi's phone- Woah all loaded ah! -Look at em- What abt you?

Then she begin questioning our school, address, how much is the phone etc. Findoug out how rich we were -.- We just bombed any answer and walk away.

Hit number 6.

So after that, we found the service counter and totaly complained abt this worker. We even know her name okie. Took down our statement and they called the managment then we go back basement 2. Wanted to tell her we reported her but decided not to. That fatty saw us and chased us.

Auntie: Girl ah. You scared of Auntie ah?
-Kept walking, ignore her-
Shiqi: Scared of you? Please la!
-Went toilet-

Emily went in then the Auntie come.

Auntie: Come girl. You report something ah? Come, my supervisor here.
Me: Ya
Supervisor: Your phone missing?
Me: Found it.
Supervisor: Oh ok -Go away-
Auntie: If you found your phone, you have to tell the supervisor!

PLEASE LA. YOU THINK I REPORT ABT MY PHONE AH?! I REPORT ABT YOU LA!!! JUST YOU WAIT!

Grr so angry cans. Im gonna wait for the reply the airport gonna give me. Went to viewing hall, fuming then went coffee bean get shiqi's drink. The manager of something called me and say very sorry etc etc. Gonna get in contact with me after they investigate.

Saw some air balloon thing. Dk whats that called. Like can jump on it those kind. Yeah then shiqi and emily wanted to play (Only kids were playing, psst. I was wearing a dress!) Shiqi so retarded go and ask whether they can go in and she said, "We nt children, no need parents or guardian right" The guy was like, "Ya I know" LOL. FREAKING FUNNY LA! They guy ask them come back later cause now alot of children. I bet he's scared that they will crash those little toddlers or something LOL.
Camwhored and did silly things at basment 3, where there was absolutely no one. I swear the photos were funny! Gonna kop from Shiqi later on. Anyway, something I think Shiqi, Emily and Claire will like....

And something.... I LIKE.

Yay! BigBang new single!! They are finally releasing a new song! I thought they have stop producing anything but whew, HERE IS IT! So happy with it :D GD's and Top's part might not be as major as the other 3 but, this song is suppose to be more vocal-ly right! At least they both burnt my eyes and have a rapping part!! How do they do it?!!?!!! Charmed by their awesome rapping! Stop killing people, darlings.

2009-11-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
Sometimes, I think being a human is really difficult. They are normally two things controlling you. Your brain and your heart.

Your brain help you make all the right decisions. They teach you the right stuffs and lead you towards the right path.
Your heart is a place where all your desires live in. Your desires might not be right. And usually, it'll come head on with your brain.

And then, there's this period where you are confused of what to do and all. (Eg. Should I get helix piercing? Should I get a tattoo? Should I go for a plastic surgery? Should I suspect that person? Should I hate that person? Should I gossip about that person? Yes, you get it.)

And in the end, most people chooose to follow the heart. The 'devil'. People might say, "But i cant help it!" Is that a valid reason?

I've been thinking abt this a really long time. I normally just go ahead with what my heart tells me do that and end up doing stupid things. i dont wanna do supid things anymore. I want to be smart. But hell, my heart's crippling me! (HAHHAHA, yes Marcus. That's your line!) My temtaptions and desires in my heart is so strong that I just give in and start doing stupid things. HOW CAN I STOP IT? Maybe shld write ir down and decide for each problems/facts/decisions whether to follow my heart or brain. Hey, that soung like a really good idea isnt it?! And if you are smart enought, it's connected to the previous post.

-

Shopped with shuxin today. After that went home and got called down by shiqi. Went claire's house and sort of slacked. Talked alot. Thought alot too. Hmmmmmmmmmmmms...

I need fairies!!!!

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@Hueywen YEAH!! Come play with me too ^^v.

2009-11-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

My brother's birthday! 10nov. (Its 11.58am now, psst.) Didnt really celebrate. Felt his disappointment and nevertheless, he sort of had fun? Ohwell. This few days were so tiring. BBQ etc. Great for keeping things out of my mind. http://www.red-hotlips.blogspot.com/ for more info on where I've been and what I've done these few days. Maple alot, lvl26 now.

You wish upon a star on a starry starry night, you hear giggling from fairies hiding among the flowers. The grass is green and soft and you hear crickets everywhere. The air smells of sweet flower and cotton candy from somewhere. Ahead of you is a huge town. Blue buildings, red schools, white churches.. Then someone's face and name just print itself in the sky and you cant stop smiling sweetly.

You do all this... ignoring the fact that you just burnt down a beautiful mountain to get to this piece of peaceful land and everyone is trying to calm the fire down.

You watched, sit down and ask yourself, "How can i do this?!" The devil appears, the angel appears. Confusion start crawling around your tiny fragile brain and persuasuions of all kinds come from every direction. Bombarding you. You cant breathe, you cant think.

And then, you go for the easier way. Choose the devil, sit down and enjoy the beautiful scenary infront of you. You take a sneak peek at what is happening to the mountain and people now and then. And everything starts again.

I'm still waiting. For something I refuses to admit.

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@Shiqi Too bad :P
@Diana Mummy! Will link you up when I stop feeling lazy alrights? :X
@Hueywen HAHAH YEAH! Love yaaaaaaa~
@Serene Thankyou :D !! And dont worry, I'm okay :D HAHHA.
@Emily Okiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeee. But anyway, if people read this part. They'll realise I have a tagboard and will eventually found it!
@Yiru :D!
@Clare HAHHA. Ok, im so glad that I changed back :D I've been mapling too!! Woohoo. World? Character name? Tell me soon k!

2009-11-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

Have been playing maple recently. Bootes new account. Was kinda pissed of cause kept dying, thats why decided to stop awhile and do something else before I go crazy. By december, I must be at least lvl 25!! 10 more levels to go. 22 days. Add me in maple okie, Aiyuka.

Me wanna get my audi fixed so I can start training till pro pro pro!!! So pissed off hmmms. Skills fly like dk what. I want to... I want... alot of things back in my life. Including, my fraking audition.

I WANNA SCREAM MY HEAD OFF LA. I WANNA GO JCUBE. I WANNA WANNA. WANNA WANNA WANNA. GET MY MONEY AND GO SHOPPING. FREAK LA @#$%^&*(

2009-11-06T20:56:00.000+08:00

Fucking fool. I think I'm bloody dumb. Feel like tonning somewhere tonight. Wanna pour my heart out to someone. Somone who I can trust and truly understand how I feel. But there're probaby no one in the world who can do that with me tonight. I wanna audi, but my audi dont work and I have no one to play with. I want to go jcube now but it freakingly close at 1130. Impossible tonning place. I wanna throw my phone down. I want to leave hse and go somewhere alone. I just did the smartest thing and I swear not to regret it. But I feel like crying right now. Everyone is mapling right now. Idk what to do.

EDIT 8/11*
I AM

PLAYING MAPLE

OMG.

2009-11-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

Monday evening went Taonan meet emily, shiqi, yiping, and valecia (?) then walk to ecp cause taonan having gathering there. Shiqi, valecia and I just go thr see see only HAHHA. Valecia so chio and funny LOL. I like this kind of people HAHHAA. K saw ____ thr and oh, he's shy LOL. Then uhms went macs. Me and shiqi were like eating damn slowly because we heard that eat slowly can reduce the weight gained. So yeah, damn retarded la. Went back beach find someone but failed horribly. Go arcade, DDR spoilt (like always -_-) so we decided to camwhore!! My dear jacket was used for supporting the phone and so, I LOOK OBSCENE. Yeah so unglam right. Got one damn erxin la! The twirling hair thingy, yucks. Left and walked to parkway around 9 and bused home. Yknow on the bus, I was sitting. Then all the seats filled up and only the seat beside me empty but no one seems to be willing to sit thr. I so scary meh ._. !

Tuesday evening went to watch first day of drama night. Very little people leh. So yeah watched and all. During the interval, we zhao alr. Stayed in concourse and camwhored. First time in my life, I did sucha horrible pose + expression wtv. Yeah, so it was rlly.. hmms. Not glam. Went crazy thr, was super high! Night walk with singwei grace shiqi emily and hockjean? Yeah however his name is spelled. They were really funny and the walk wasnt scary at all.

Wednesday, which was yesterday was our drama night! Woke up super early. Super slacky cause we had like 5hrs break -_- But Well, I hate it. Cause our play sort of look crappy and and its super tiring and warm la. Sweat like mad pig. Idiot man. The heels are making it worse. My legs are practially swollen now. Thanks eli for the presenf! :D Anyway, something hilarious happened. Some stupid chinese teacher complained that our dress too revealing and thus we have put on our blouse -_- Okay look, she complained when our performance is over and after the interval break. Before that, we were in school for like.. 10hrs? And no freaking teachers complained about it. Shldnt she think? So many teachers have seen us and they dont say a thing. If you complained, that means only one thing. YOU ARE SO OLD-FASHIONED. People all find it acceptable isnt it? Only you down there quack. When the whole thing is over and im going down, I suay suay met her. Her eyes were on my dress all the time! I mean, this is very insulting la. OHPLEASE, OUR DRESS VERY REVEALING MEH.

Today gonna go watch the last day of performance (: And those ppl performing must be feeling ohsocooling now cause its raining heavily. Ytd, it was super warm! Gonna meet shiqi emily and liangning before that at subway singpost and eat dinner together weeeeeee.

I didnt say I am rich lor. 2(my dress + my heels) + dk how much = gisella's/claudia's/eli's dress plus heel okay. Calling names is calling names. Who cares abt what name ppl is being called/calls right. I have been called strawberry all my life. Sigh srsly, this is getting nowhere. Byebye.

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@hueywen Thank you! :D
@liangning:) Hahahah thank you! Remember my tagboard is thr from now on okie!
@Emily, Im very chilled HAHHAHA LOL.
@Shiqi & Emily, Im thinking of ways to make it more visible now! HHAHA.
@Jiayu & denise Thank you! :D

2009-11-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! First post of this new blog and currently have no fucking idea what will I be blogging about. Ohwell, we'll see. Anyway, THE HOLIDAYS HAVE OFFICALLY STARTED! I'm super excited for it because seriously, I think I deserve it ok. Think about it, someone like me, who never ever studied for a single test/exam/spelling actually mug super hard for the exams and tests this year! Plus, I'm beginning to have confidence in my maths after, what. 3 years?! It felt like, this is the first time I think I'm really studying. Amazing much ut yeah, love the holis. Love it better than I love chocolates, love it better than I love... Isetan? Ahwell, you get it.

Yesterday was the first officialy day of the Holidays, I suppose? Saturday boomz! Woke up in the morning and start ranting to my brother that we have to get to orchard by twelve to see doc & get another bank account and yet, he being such a pig prefused to go! Being so pissed off, I kicked his stomach and stomped off to orchard road without having the mood to actually look into the mirror and think, "Is my dressing appropriate?" (I was wearing a normal tshirt, a white shorts and a black slingbag). Waited for my sisters infront of Zara for a whole 40minutes -_- Was thinking abt lots of random stuufs meanwhile like, Does Zara earn that much till they can afford a security guard infront of their shop? I wonder how much are the things inside.. Who actually go in and how often do they buy things from Zara? Do the staffs there get any special discount? Are they happy that they work in Zara? Do the models posing for Zara get to take home any of their clothes? Yeah yknow, that kinda things. Reached and went to bank. Have to wait for around 2hrs till its our turn so decided to go to the doctor first. The medicine so expensive >:( After that, waited inside the bank for a tad while. The aunty working thr is so cute!! She called my sis to inform her that its our turn soon when my sis is just behind her LOL. My sis was like, "Aunty ah, I'm behind you" HAHAHHA. Signed some documents and off me and my erjie go to get our lunch! Ate at some honkong cafe which I love alot. Ate and talk abt school things, she so funny! Love her ^^v. THEN THE HORRIBLE THING HAPPENED, shiqi called and asked whether wanna go out slack so I said yes and nt thinking abt what I was wearing. Shop around to get snacks after eating and I took mrt to Changi to meet shiqi and emily. Claire called me halfway and told me she going too. So anyway, I reached changi and then, IT HITS ME. Whatthefuck am I wearing, ohgosh. Was complaining abt it the whole way ahs. Claire reached and we went to the viewing mall to play some game I suggested LOL. The phone game yay. I needa give shiqi 10 words. She need to use this 10 words in a phone conversation with a friend. So I totally gave her super lame words like, ANTI BIOTICS, QINSHIHUANG etc. Its amazing how she construct all these words together rofl. Laughed like some fools there then we went off to find a place to camwhore. Dread to mention it, BUT IM STILL IN MY HIDEOUS CLOTHES. Tahan the whole time I was camwhoring k. Photos at Claire/Shiqi's blog, supersuper unglam. Not gonna post it here and spoil the whole sigh rofl. Swear im going to wear nice nice even if Im going to the market because events just suddenly pop out, hmpf.

Today morning accompanied Claire and Shuxin to church. Well, quite fun thr 0_0 Look so familiar and so strange to me sigh. Miss all the people thr!! Like LingFang, Shimu, Joycelyn, Lydia, Agnes, Eunice etc. Long time so see HAHAHA. After that went to market to 'help' my mother out since its her shop official opening but was so tired that I just sit thr and rest. My mother said I could go home and sleep and come back down later so I went home and instead of sleeping, here I am. Gosh -_-

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She mentioned slippers to give you face. But I suppose you dont want it anymore. Just because we keep mum and not do anything to you mean that we are okay with whatever you say and do towards us. We simply do not want to see our friends in an awkward position. But you. just kept on ranting on and on. If you point to us and say, "Oh emily blogged abt it first!" then I must tell you to shut your big smelly mouth up and think. Whats with the rolling of eyes when the whole eli-carina-liangning thing dont have a thing to do with you? Whats with the 'that three bitches' to fiona? I remember long ago, we did nothing to you.

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@Shiqi Yes, you self-praise alot. And I certainly wont kiss you, not in a million years! Continue dreaming abt kissing me okie ^^ .